Being a bit dyslexic, writing was a strange path for me to pursue, but my love of books and story telling led my mind to the desire to write. My Spirit's purpose for being. I don't consider it a natural talent but one I worked tremendously hard to develop. At the age of 21 I finished my first science fiction novel, Chicanery Absolved. Having difficulties with the Publisher and it being poorly edited I quickly decided to cut my losses and keep writing, plus at that age a massive change in lifestyle opened my mind to greater possibilities and the desire to purify and refine my approach.
I soon began the writing of Lucifer's Experiment, Volume 1 of The Totality of All Being trilogy. While working and going to school, this book was set aside for over a year, and once I was finished with college I picked it back up and finished the project which was published with Infinity Publishing in October 2007. I immediately began writing Volume 2: One Ending; New Beginning for a publication date of June 2008 and again began writing Volume 3: Wholeness almost immediately for its release in May 2009. The whole trilogy equating to about 350,000 words.
Highly imaginative, my unique perspective has allowed me to create a new level of science fiction fantasy that will rival the greats, and time will prove it.
My life didn't really begin until I was 20, and I have been making up for it ever since. Now at the age of 26 I am ready to publish my 5th book.
I share my birthday with Franz Kafka, 100 years apart.
My soul hurts…
My roots have been unearthed;
jerked and irked, withering back to dirt.
Mud becomes of my tears
as they smear and tear the sutures, blurring my future.
This death of the present and dearth of love is preventing my true birth.
Alone on this path I must face my curse.
My soul hurts…
And my mind reverts to the quickening, questioning.
Questioning my worth.
What have I done to deserve this?
Am I paying for past mistakes; a karma incomplete?
Or is this universe flawed to procure my defeat?
So much I have given and alls I want is love,
some recognition for my spilt blood, and some sincerity from the brood.
Distorted attitude, shifting mood, ignoring the language of the crude;
self reflection might be skewed…
Can it be renewed?
I seek a new direction and perspective to prove my objective.
I will not confuse a noose with the golden necklace.
I shall always endure, but at what cost?
No longer robust my heart feels lost and unsure.
Let me mention that this tension is cause nothing gains positive attention.
Passive to my passion.
My action breeds complacent reaction.
Put me in a coffin,
I might as well be dead
cause you choose to discourage my living and encourage my demise.
Open them eyes!
I'm alive and survive and thrive!
Wanting but a ray of your light,
but you leave me in the dark
cradling a candle
but with no match to ignite and light it.
Still from within I burn,
but my soul hurts...
Inside I can feel my spirit die, depart.
A fragment I'm probably better left without.
Tombstone left blank,
no mention of my name.
Shame of a black sheep with warm feet,
ran too fast
and left the heard behind to graze in the grass.
Brash but my lifeboat remains afloat.
Imperfection is misdirection,
a wrong turn at the intersection.
Overlap and underlapping fields of energy,
lost in the sea…
Matter is not me
and I do not matter.
My soul hurts but I will not shatter or scatter
nor fall off this ladder.
The stairway to heaven…
Climbing past the clouds.
A drop of water lost amongst the ocean.
Evaporating but never drowning.
Can I get out now?
You're in my prayers. I wanted to share the following information regarding my interview this evening. Maybe you can listen in or even call me with a question.
Thursday August 27 7 PM Eastern
Please join Pastor Melvin White and Author Chris Tatevosian this Thursday August 27 at 7 PM Eastern on "The Prayer Chain of Faith Show."
We will be discussing my book and Hear Chris explain how his chronic illness has become a blessing for both himself and those in similar situations.
Chris' memoir was written to help those, their family and friends better deal with the stresses put on one's relationships as a result of life being interrupted by chronic illness or disability. Hear Chris' testimony, how he overcame and lives a more abundant life today.
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To speak with the author:
call in number 724-444-7444 ID #36213 press 1 #
I hope that you can make the show this evening. And please keep in touch. If you would sign my guestbook that would be awesome . My web site: www.Lifeinterrupted-nolonger.com