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Son of Ignorance

“Who are you?

He who embraces the truth by seeing reality for what it is has chosen to seek the path of trueness’ even if confusion, dissolution and ignorance walks next to him!

You are the most intelligent animal that has walked the earth, but you’re still ignorant in so many ways. You are Deity and Satan at the same time, you are so intelligent that all around you ignorance circles your life because, you know it all. 

You are not the center of the universe, neither the center of its creation, you are the destruction of all creation, you are the brightest star in the universe and you get lost in your darkness.  You multiply yourself like an insect to ensure your existence, to come back and eliminate yourself in the name of ideological ideas and cultural mores.  

You are the end of evolution in earth and everything else that has come along after creation.  Nothing after you has evolved because you have been killing it with your actions and decisions. 

You live and die for honor and dignity; this means that your ignorance has prevailed your existence.  Tell me!  _What man in earth has conquered these two crowns at the same time.  If you have honor you don’t have dignity because, you lost it in the process of becoming an honorable man.

You are a slave of your own mouth; therefore it is your mouth that gets you killed. Ignorance and knowledge prevails on you; therefore you will always be a slave of hope and expectation.  

O.B.E.

Out of Body Experiences

Process and Techniques

We live two dreams at the same time, our physical and our spiritual one, in the middle of these two dreams there is a universe, a universe that unites both of this worlds. These two dreams are inner connected with each other and most of the time they are in conflict with each other. The body is only a temporary vehicle for the spirit to live while he is incarnated on earth.  A new decade is soon to arrive, the decade when man awakens from his physical dream and realizes that there is more then the physical life. The awakening for me came when suddenly I started having OBD (Out of Body Experiences).  

Infant Memories and their Mess

I would like to share my childhood story with all of you.  This is how everything started; this is my first book I wrote for my children who were born in the United States of America with silver spoons in their mouths. Infant Memories and their Mess is my life story, I would like to share it with all of you. It’s a recollection of my first memories and experiences dealing with my physical disability, cultural judgment and discrimination.  I walked when I was five years old with braces on both of my legs and at the same time my mother left me with my relatives while she traveled to the United States to look for a better future.  At age twelve, I left my country and crossed illegally to the United States in search of my own dreams. However, dreams are just dreams when reality hits you in the face.

Thorns of the Heart

Hi, my Name is Elizabeth and this is my true story.  These are the thorns of my heart and the tears of my eyes. I dedicate this book to my dearest family.  If only the sea could swallow my sorrow. If only the moon could hide them in its shadows. If only the sun could brighten them. If only the mist could wrap them in its fresh veil.  If only my family could admit them.  For my family with love, hate and bitterness, this is my true story.      

Like many single mothers, she left daughter with relatives with the hope to give her a better future. Instead of a better future, the she found undeserved loneliness, physical abuse and desires to kill herself. Her aunt who was always mad at her, constantly made her clean the voodoo religious altars and one day, she started praying to them. After some time, things began to possess her.  Her uncle had other duties as assigned as a part of her job which brought her to the point of wanting to kill herself.

What happens next will bring you to tears.

The Crier “Agonies of the Death”

Ninety percent of humanity doesn’t leave their complete life on earth; death is with us day and night.  Many get up every morning and give thanks to their mighty God for the opportunity to live another day.  However, it doesn’t matter what type of life you have, what kind of religion you are practicing, death will come to you one way or another when you least expect it.  For the majority, death comes before their complete circle of life; it comes in a violent way and is usually from his own kind, humans.  When a person dies unexpectedly, before his time, many of their spirits get trap in the first spiritual dimension. They stay suffering with out eternal peace, wondering between the physical world and the first spiritual dimension.  We recognize them and call them ghosts, phantasm or just spiritual beings.  For many of the spirits, their only solution is to scare the living lights out of humans, to try to communicate with them; like that they can share their agonies with the living.  Many of them would go to the extremes to accomplish this, these are Jenie phantasm, and they have chosen her for her spiritual sensibility to the unknown, because of her spiritual development and ability to see, communicate with them in her dreams, during the day etc.  This is her story; they have chosen her as their messenger, spiritual healer and to refuge their agonies.

In memory of Jenie 1972 - 1995