A Personal Note

I am feeling a bit down today. My mother is freaking out because she has no TV to watch. I just paid the bill, but they haven't turned the dish back on. I can't afford to pay all my bills this month, so she will have to do without some stuff, I guess.


I am excited about moving, but the fact that I haven't any money is really depressing. I need to sell books.


Having my business go into the toilet doesn't help. I was doing rather well, until the crazy woman decided to post lies about me online, and now I have no business at all. That really depresses me. I worked hard for more than ten years to establish my credibility online, and it was trashed in just a few keystrokes, by a vindictive crazy person, who incidentally thinks I am such a bad person that she works very hard at trying to become me. I know, it is nuts, but what can I do? The damage has been done and I hope she is happy.


I am selling my house, if anyone is interested in that little tid-bit.


I am selling my memoir too. That is less expensive than my house, and I do hope that somewhere there are people who will be interested enough to buy a copy or two. That would help me tremendously.


I'd love to be in a more positive state of mind, and making some money would go a long way in making that happen. But regardless, I have to keep telling myself that things will get better; they always do.

I recently had a major falling out with someone who I thought was my friend. That hurts. I thought of her like a sister, and she has dumped me for aome unknown reason. She won't even tell me what the problem is, and if I don't know what is broken, I can't fix it.


I'll stop complaining now. It is just one of those days. Can you help a girl out and buy a book?


Have a happy Hump Day!