the calm before the storm

my muse has been too quiet lately. it hass barely stirred in the last two months due to other aspects of life, despite the need to work on two projects that i wanted to have at least the rough done a month ago. i guess i should be greatful cause when it does wake up, all sorts of works will be coming out of me.

there was a saying a saw a few years back and unfortunately, my retention for certain things leave a lot to desire. the long and short of it was an: having the choice of two misfortunes - having too many words come faster than you can get on the page or the trash can or not having any or enough words coming to the page. i know the words for the latter is writers block but the former constantly escapes me. it starts lor and i've tried looking it up in the dictionaries, thesauruses, dictionaries of quotes, etc. to no avail. anyways, the former describes me i'd say 89% of the time which is why i will have multiple stories going at once. distracting? not really. the stories end up so distinctive that it doesn't matter what it is and it doesn't cross over.

right now i am missing that kind of madness. where is nano when you need it?